I AM DONE...I AM DONE.... I AM DONE, they say if you write a goal down, then it reinforces the goal, well I am done being fat. It hit me over the weekend. This month has been crazy and no weight loss significance except losing the weight I gained this month. I am sick of it. Like I hate looking at myself in the mirror and seeing blubber. I am all for confidence and self-love but there comes a point, one no longer looks good in booty shorts or biker shorts. I am done eating the food that is bad for me. It's a struggle each day, with me losing the battle, and I am sick and tired of being a loser and finally want to win this battle. Food is an addiction, I have to face and deal with. This is probably the biggest goal that is a struggle for me to obtain. I am going as far as making a motivational board to help me focus.
I did make it to running group this morning. Running, still an activity I have mixed feelings about because I hate the actual act of running, hate the way it makes my lungs burn. I do love how it makes me feel like I can accomplish my goals, plus it helps with the weight loss. Well tomorrow I plan to ride or run but the weather may have different ideas.
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